Mungkin Aku Halu

I bought a new Macbook a week ago.. But I didn’t feel right.. I don’t know. It’s just didn’t “click” as I thought it would be after I brought the new Macbook home. But I tried to deny it, maybe it’s just because of the price, the overprice price. Lol.

After the case and screen guard that I ordered online came, I attached it.. I still didn’t feel as happy as I thought I would be. It’s just… “ok, it looked nice, then what?”. I tried to love it but I couldn’t. I know, hallucination.

Selain itu buat blogging pun rasanya kurang gimana gitu.. Again, I tried to deny it. Ya gimana udah kebeli. Mungkin cuma kurang adaptasi, pikirku.

Setelah beberapa hari mencoba mencintai Macbook baruku, rasanya tetep ada yang kurang. Aku pun mengalami kesulitan membuka lid macbooknya. Rasanya berat dan ngga kaya Macbook yang dipunya temen-temenku. “Is it an abnormality that I should be worried about or … it’s just new?”

Day by day, I felt something different with that Macbook. No, not the performance. It’s the lid. It didn’t close completely after I attached the case and the screen guard. Maybe it’s just because the hardcase.. but it’s not! the magnetic lid didn’t close by itself, as if the magnet was off. Jadi kalo ditutup gitu, Macbooknya membuka sendiri.. kaya ngga mau ditutup.

So I brought the Macbook to the seller, and he got me a new one without even asking any further. Membuatku jadi ragu, apakah dia menjual barang ngga bagus ke aku? Hmmm. But right after he handed me the brand new Macbook, I felt like, “Yes.. Yes! You are my baby..” I don’t know why, but it feels “click” right away. Even though there were some “new things” in this Macbook that I feel it’s unusual, like the red apple logo when stating up, the weird color flashing when opening the lid, the dock doesn’t go down completely after I shut down or restart the Mac, but I know that this Mac is meant to be mine, and I don’t want to return it whatsoever. Freak right? I know.

I am so weird with things in my surroundings, electronics, cars, motorcycle, phones, etc. It has to feel right in the heart, “click” is a must. Bahkan sama Macbook Air ku yang lama, rasanya berat banget buat menjualnya. Rasanya sedih kaya ditinggal kekasih yang udah lama menemani. My husband suggested me to sell it online, but I refused to do so, because I don’t know who the buyers. I sold it few days ago to my mentor of life, Mas Azam. I trusted him so much, that he will take care of my baby like his own baby, like a brand new baby. “Kamu masih bisa nengok Macbook mu di rumah Mba Dini dan Mas Azam kok, Tin. Tenang aja..” He said, that makes me so happy to let go of my baby..

Aneh ya? Rasanya aku kaya orang gila? Memang kalau ngga merasakan sendiri, you’ll never understand. How I take care of my belongings. :”)

*an update: barusan pulang dari acara Midodareninya Manda, dan langsung ngerasa kangen sama Macbook ku yang baru di rumah. Rasanya seneng aja bakal ketemu sama Macbook baru, padahal sebenernya udah punya beberapa hari kan.. dan yang kemarin ngga sampai segini senengnya punya Macbook……….. Ya, aku halu :|

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